April 2, 2008
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so tomorrow is going to be a pretty bad day, i can tell already.
it's almost 1:00 AM. i'm tired, but i'm not sleepy. i have to get up in about five and a half hours. i just popped some lorazepam but that'll take some time to work its way into my system. might have been a mistake, i hope i don't sleep through my cell phone.
i'm feeling so overwhelmed i want to scream.
i would have been asleep by now if it weren't for that damn cat.
i can't even put my frustration into words.
there's only one phrase that keeps coming to mind:
this just isn't fair
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It really isn't.
Recently, I've had two friends turn their backs on me for ridiculous reasons imo, and said harsh things to me. Personal problems compounded with taking on perhaps too much in school, spreading myself thin sucks. Flakey group members dumping more on top of that... It's like they took a dump on me and didn't bother to wipe, you know?
You gotta trudge through the shit to get to the good stuff in life. Just gotta keep moving forward. You've got a good set of legs, so keep walking and try not to look back too much. People get lost that way. Everything will be alright. You've got friends and family behind you, so no matter what happens, you'll make it through. Take your frustrations and say F YOU! RAWR
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